yukon lust

a voice so husky

it could pull a dogsled

large

a wonder had 

is gone 

into a maw 

of large fatigue

and waits for

any acceptable 

sleep

bemused resignation

the Jesus
and I
go
waaaay

back

holy

making vows

        and

milking cows 

look and sound

        the 

       same

ugh

the thought of anything is fraught
anything is fraught
and perhaps, importantly, fraught has ugh
and you,
you put the ugh in fraught

depression maintained

1. Stay in a basement.
2. Cultivate unrealistic expectations, then say, 'fuck it, fuck it all', 1200 times a day.
3. Doritos only diet. Be strict.
4. Fall asleep to Pink Floyd's The Final Cut album.
5. Wake up to Pink Floyd's The Final Cut album.
6. Watch Fox News channel. Only.
7. Nurture resentment, despair, and diffuse guilt.
8. 'Like' all your ex's Facebook photos.
9. 383,501 people voted for Rob Ford?
10. Dye your bathing suit parts black. You are damaged goods.

I am back priorities were family, health, and business... sorry about that... Anyone else afraid of Mike Duffy's head? Geeeeeez ...like something from Harry Potter 2. and the 2nd and 3rd scrotum under his chin? geeeeeezz frightening he appears to be wearing a balaclava of flesh. someone lost a squirting syringe of botox in his face. i SHOULD be nicer, more accepting, i guess. i mean, he does have a sort of medical condition... a condition called: i ate your tax money